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I woke up so late since I slept so late too. I was grateful that God allowed me to calm down, taking down my real feeling. He helped me eased some pain and worries around me. Unlike before, I was madly thinking and I agree how negative mindset dragged me down. I am so happy that I been controlling everything and this is a sign of self care. I won't forget it totally but I made it as stepping ladder to grow up and you are also the reason why I am doing this. That's how much I meant it and God knows why. I hope that it could be recognized and willing to wait the right time before I go to my final rest.
It's my daily routine after I woke up at dawn, before the sunrise, the food and water for the birds mst be ready. Birds helped ease my feeling how to becone stronger and how they survived everyday.
I am not insane talking with birds and cats! I did it the thing I can't tell people. Heart to heart talk with my pets is better that telling someone who would betray me in the end.
*When bird is alone I told her, we the same alone and lonely *
When they are two, I feel envy, telling them, you are so lucky to have partner ❤️ ❤️ ❤️.
The cutest birds I saw here. They were only six before and now they grow their numbers even the collared pigeons.
She's pregnant and I hope I can see her kittens. All the time she gave birth there under the mango of my boss's mother playground.
*I am excited to see the kitties color since she was with three male cats 😅 😅 😅!
That's all for now and I hope everything will be fine. God bless!