I went to the rooftop to see the sunset and there was no regret, I hunted clouds before the sun hides the light stolen by the darkness of the night. I was lonely watching the western horizon. I just remember the father of my son's birthday. Just wishing to see him in the clouds but there was nothing even a shadow of his body.
The color of the clouds in the sunset was different from the north and south. I want to give meaning . It was in my mind but I became dull and speechless.
I went down and play my cats in the garden. I kept myself busy and never mind the things distracted my focus. I just say, Lord please help me and provide me wisdom to handle everything right.
Thank you 
@olivia08