Taking time to think a different kind of post for today that is something new to explore. I want something new that seems looking positive and interesting. I want to walk but hesitant to do it. I am waiting the flowers to grow there and I will visit the place once again.
I was cleaning downstairs and I arranged some flowers Then I remember that November is coming soon. I miss my dead family in heaven. While they were all sleeping, I offered prayer of remembrance for my friend and my parents in Heaven. I know that are in heaven for they were doing good deeds when they were here on earth. We believed His promise for Eternal life. Well, its not good that my boss will see me lighting candle while praying. So I hide myself in the kitchen. I remember when my grandmother was alive, we prayed 9 consecutive nights for all souls in porgatory and heaven before November 1 and 2.
I secretly done this way ofy prayers.
I offer these to all my beloved friends and family.
I became serious and sentimental as if I was talking with them.
I asked from God His guidance to me and love. I want to be strong and guided. I can't stand up alone without Him.
Sometimes, it is better to talk to a dead person than talking to those who talk back against us after our confessions to someone. There's a warning about it for me.I hope that God will hear my longing and wishing the best thing to endure my life. I'm getting stronger and I tried to keep calm and sleep with peace of mind. I know God will grant it not only for me but those people I been praying for.
That's my #beautifulsunday, #hiveph and 
@olivia08