Thank you for being courageous and sharing your story with us. It takes a lot of strength to open up and share both the good and the difficult moments in life. Your resilience in the face of adversity is truly inspiring, and your determination to find happiness in the midst of challenging circumstances is admirable.

I am glad to hear that you have some good news to share - your daughter's visit, Nick's situation improving, and receiving the books from @ericvancewalton. It's wonderful to hear that you are still finding joy and meaning in life despite the difficulties you are facing.

Remember that you are not alone and there are people who care about you. Keep writing and sharing your stories with us, and know that your words are important and valued. Take care of yourself and keep fighting - I believe in you.