This has been around since I made my account and will forever be etched to my identity as a steemian. I want to write more and share more about my journey to positive self-discovery. I often hear that I ain't so bad, but all I could think of are the mistakes I consciously made which I can never seem to forget and forgive. This 2018 though, I will be more careful, more kind, more tender, more forgiving, and more loving to myself. #selflove
This is going to be really ambitious, but for this year, I want to achieve a reputation of 65. I don't know if I'll be able to achieve it, but I know how will I achieve it somehow. I am so excited for my ideas to come to life!
I have tried doing simple Yoga poses in October when @katiepals went home for vacation and I swear it felt really good. You know how you unconsciously stretch after waking up? Imagine doing that consciously with the goal to loose yourself in the process. I did it while releasing all the negative energies in my body; relaxed and aware of every muscle loosening up. It felt liberating and it felt hella good which is why I want to get serious with Yoga once again.
As for the latter, I admit I eat shit. I was never conscious about what I eat and I know my body will pay for it someday. For 2018, I want to eat more vegetables and less meat. In all honesty, I want to stop eating meat this year because we all know how it affects our environment. And you know, I am such an advocate of animal rights and yet I eat meat when I see meat. I know there's a debate about it, but let's just leave that for now.
This is such a simple dream which I am very excited about. Plants are my aesthetic and I can't wait to fill our house with gorgeous indoor plants!
I am a huge, huge fan of Kodaline. I have been since 2016 when a good friend introduced their "All I Want" song to my brokenheart; right then I knew I'd forever love and support this band. My first tattoo which I'll be getting when I go back to Philippines will be their song title called "High Hopes" ― my life song. And I will also try to buy all their albums and merch which you can find on their website. I am lusting over their hooded jacket!
For the record, I am afraid of airports more than flying in the air. I don't know but my anxiety is really at its peak when I am at the airport. Am I afraid to make mistakes? Afraid to be laughed at? Afraid to look stupid and broke and lost? Afraid of being left behind? Probably a mix of everything mentioned. But this 2018, I am travelling more and travelling solo. I feel like my first solo travel will be in New Zealand. Crossing all my fingers and toes for this to really happen!
And of course, the main thing that's pushing me to work harder and harder each day is my Atelier dream. This year, I will be participating in a scholarship competition, and perhaps joining more contests in steemit and outside steemit. My heart is already beating so fast just because I am thinking of the possibilities this year!