Arcane

The night between 28th and 29th of June 2012

Today I had the exact same feelings as I did before.
Generally speaking, the year 2012 was very important for me in so many ways.
But one night was especially different.
The full moon was a couple of days close.
I remember those days so well.
It was Thursday. It has always been about Thursdays. I was at the small hidden beach full of small sharp stones. It was peaceful.Few eagles, sea waves and blazing sun.
All of the sudden, I saw a glance in the bright blue sky. So magical. I have felt something strange.
You know that feeling when something is going to happen and you just know it?
Well, that feeling.But much more. Words can't describe.
The rest of the day was beautiful, but I could sense some pain nearby. Or maybe I was just too sensitive.
I remember the stars above the sky, half of the moon, some clouds and dogs barking in the neighborhood.
Fresh air slowly came inside the room.
I had some difficulty to fall asleep, but the vision softly came. Very old man, white hair with wisdom in his eyes.But with no ordinary words. He looked me deeply in my eyes and said things that no one could ever understand. Regret, proudness and bravery are just a few things of everything I saw.I could hear the call of his spirit, and I knew I was safe there.He took my small hand in both his hands full of freckles and started talking. Strangely, I was patient. He was speaking like a living Saint.I remember I woke up in the middle of the night with tears rolling down my face like I have lost someone so important to me. We all have our own cross to bear. No more, no less.
Wherever you are.
Thank you.