My girlfriend Anne and I have been together for most of the last two years. We met when we were in secondary school. From the very beginning, we've had something rare and special between us. In the childhood, we didn't care about it so much, but we wanted to spend time together. It's kind of hard to put into words because a lot of our friends don't understand the kind of relationship Anne and I have. It's based on caring, respect & trust.
We feel so comfortable with each other and even though we've been physically attracted to each other, we both decided not to rush into doing the things that a lot of kids our age are doing. We've been teased about never "making out" and only giving each other hugs...but we knew that when it was meant to happen, it would. We've talked about kissing and shared our thoughts about what it would be like , or what we "thought" it would be like. A couple of times when he was at my house, we actually planned for it to happen, but for one reason or another, it just didn’t work out.
Well, on Christmas, Anne came over to exchange gifts for Christmas. We always hang out in my room and watch movies. Our friends were on the floor and Anne and I were on my bed. She had her head on my lap. I had been thinking sensual about him all night. My heart was beating faster just thinking about it.
We were playing cushion fight, and started tickling fight afterwards. As she went on tickling me, my heart pounded faster and faster. I was losing control in myself, and she was too. I just knew in my heart that it was the right time and that's one of the things Anne has taught me ~ to follow my heart. She suddenly leaned down and we kissed.... When I felt her soft lips and hot tongue inside mine, I felt like melting on her. With closed eyes I saw the colors of rainbow and heard the song of love. She held me on my shoulder and we kissed for a long time. With the kisses and hugs, I felt as if i was in heaven, with her inside me. I screamed with joy - I love you.
I swear at that moment...time just stopped for me. I’m not sure what I was expecting it to be like, but I knew when our lips touched that this had definitely been worth waiting for. I had never felt as close to anyone as I did at that moment. We kissed several more times that night and with each one, I fell a little more in love. I am so blessed to have someone like Faith in my life and I want her to know that our 'first kiss' was the most precious gift I've ever received.
