Well, this mindset changed when I met my previous girlfriend. Though things happened between us that are unforgivable, I still miss her because of the changed she made in my life. Used to be a very strict, straight forward and focused person but I became soft, and I don't know if I should regret it or be happy but all I know is that I'm living.
When I met my girlfriend, m perspective of the world changed and I started celebrating things, including small wins. It pains me but she forced me and I enjoyed it though. Hehe
I honestly did not vote for this topic to come out as the topic for the weekly prompt but I guess writing on it is inevitable.. hehe I didn't vote for it because it brought back memories and that's why I talked a little about my past relationship.
Anyways, have learnt to appreciate myself to an extent. I'd love to post about my anniversary with my precious girlfriend but life happened and well, our separate ways was our destination.
The one anniversary I will love to celebrate this year is my mother's birthday.
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I have been absent during her birthdays and I have been very hurt. Seeing my family celebrate my mom without me is a pain I endure. I show nonchalance but deep down, my heart bleeds because I'm absent. I love that woman with all there is in life and honestly, she is the best life ever gave me.
Her birthday is by next month, March 20 is the day.
This is the day she was brought into this world and I respect that day to the max. Like I said, I'm his over serious type that shows no emotions, but deep down, I feel sad when I am not present to celebrate my mom.
WHAT IS THIS ANNIVERSARY FOR ME?
Everything. It is everything because my mom don't forget to call me on my birthdays to wish me well, pray for me and give me trailer loads of advice.
She is always there for me and this will be a way of showing her how I love her and also, it will be payback. Hehe.
My mom is ready to advice me for 3 hours straight without rest. I think I will give her a taste of her medicine so she will know what it tastes like 馃槄 it will be fun.
MY PLANS FOR THE DAY?
Currently, my head is not in to plan anything because I have my final exams to write by next month. It start on the 12th - 16th of March. Based on this, I have no plans for now until I finish my exams.
Four days is too much for me to make plans. One thing I know for sure is that I will not celebrate the birthday in a load way. Just an indoor celebration with friends and loved ones. I just want to see a smile pattern in her face that has not been there for a long time.
I don't know what gifts to give her yet and I think this is where I will have a problem because I have been away from home for about 6 years now, so i have forgotten the things she has interest in.
I'd love I if you could help and suggest a birthday gift for my mom.
Thank you
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