From what you experience, yeah, you really need that walk to clear your head. I must say, you're really blessed with two beautiful little princesses.

I didn't know you're also a medic. Being a pharmacist was something I wanted to do, but then, I changed my mind and went for Nursing. I respect pharmacists a lot ya'know. I have a community (still setting it up) for hive medics. The name is Hive Medical Center. If you want, I'll let you know when I'm done setting it up.

I can only imagine the anxiety, and other emotions that was building up when you tried to reduce your loses by opening opposite directions. How did you even manage to sleep? Cause' if I'm in your position, I'm not sure I'll even feel sleepy.. lol. All eyes would be on the chart. Do you use a Stop Loss to minimize your loses? Sometimes, some persons do use Trailing stop (post especially scalpers tho) to hold onto some profit while alleviating the risk of a loss.

The stress is just too much. I think you should get some rest. When you get some rest, you'll get a clear head, and with a clearer head, you'll see the market clearly.

Have a lovely day today.