I am one of those guys that just woke up one day and looked at my characters and my life and thought to myself "what the hell am I doing?"

This is exactly what I did when my girlfriend left and my friends finally stopped coming around for the most part.

It is so weird when I think about it now. I remember a bunch of my friends used to come over all the time and I would be in my room gaming while they would all hang out in my livingroom drinking beers, laughing and talking while watching TV. Then at some point they would say 'hey Ricky we are leaving, see you later!"

This went on for so long.

The hardest part is losing someone who loves you over something so dumb. I really felt what you said about your ex. It is really the same as my situation.