Holy ****! There's gotta be around 300 of them!
I guess I kinda get that feeling...well somewhat (film books in my case but I often feel inadequate behind a camera).

But I believe it's always better to be knowledgeable about the subject you're interested in—than, let's say being ignorant and making something goofy and call it modern art masterpiece. You're doing it the hard way. The right way—if I dare say.