It's too late when I learned that "everything in the world changes, there's no permanent thing in the world"
I still remember when I realized this thing, nothing can stay as it is, no one can stay by your side forever.
This really was a highschool story in my life . . .
I was a fool thinking that a person's feelings towards me will never change.
I am a fool thinking that a person will never get tired of chasing me.
I was a fool of thinking that a person will never stop showing her love and care for me.
There was this certain girl who claims to love me back then, she always make unexpected things just for me to notice her.
She will always do things that will make me look at her.
She was like that for over 6 months, she chase me, she shows love and affection towards me, she keeps on pushing himself beside me.
I was kind of happy that time, knowing that a certain person was been in love with me but as I was saying - I was a fool back then.
I gets annoyed by her presence, I get angry to her whenever she shows that she cares for me, I get irritated when she was around - so I pushed her away
But that was one of the biggest mistake I have ever done in my life
She gets tired and choose not to force herself, she gets tired that she stopped loving me.
This time I realized "Nothing in this world is permanent, everything do change"
I try to chase her back then, but I was already late.
It was already late realizing that I do also love her, it was already late realizing that she now have change
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