Hi. Just looking around again and noticed you said this:

you forced to publicly humiliate

... after that member already told you directly they made the decision on their own and that you had in fact embarrassed them with your behavior here today.

I think that's worth pointing out, especially when I see you using the spin doctor angle as an insult, while spinning yourself.

Anyway. Please continue talking and just 'being yourself'. It helps others observing learn about you and your situation a little better.