It's all good. It's been on my mind for awhile. Both giving you and witty a vote, and making it official I don't have it in me to start all over again. I appreciate reality. Time to figure out what I'll do next. Have to bite my tongue every time I stumble into the same pattern of confusion. Then do nothing, say nothing, see nothing. It'll drive me nuts but I don't need the stress anymore. Can't get behind the normal way of life here either and be excited. There are other opportunities though, showing hints of a future I can see. Hopefully enough to keep me around. And I still enjoy kicking back and mingling.