This isn't for me. Like I said in the post, I'll never be able to be part of this Hive community stuff. I'm always naturally on the outside so the tighter that community stuff gets, the further I'll drift.

As for health, there is no energy. Have to deal with it alone as well. It's difficult to talk about, so I don't. It's something I couldn't comprehend until I gained experience, so I know trying to explain to others will lead nowhere, as it does when I try.

It's nothing personal. It's not as easy as I wanted it to be. And endless thought stream. But if I stick around I'll just make things worse. So I need to go, take care of myself and other things before that's gone too.