I think it's perfectly normal to be angry.
I'll start out by talking about the image above.
It looks like scribbles, didn't take me long to make compared to some of my other work, and if you look closely you'll see two people arguing. Side profiles. Clear as day.
So I get angry.
But I don't stay angry.
I snap. I get all my crazies out instantly. Then I feel better. I've been this way since as far back as I can remember. I hold nothing in.
I've cried. Something upsets me. Liquid comes out of my eyes. I can't control it.
I've laughed. Something triggers my body to make a weird sound and my face stretches. My mouth opens, my cheeks rise, my face feels warm. I can't control it.
All of those things are 100% natural to me and in my mind, created equal.
I know.
I've heard it all before.
A man should never cry. It's wrong to laugh at that. Anger is a sign of weakness.
Just bottle it all up, hold it all in. Don't be yourself, you're a human, you're above all things natural. Master of the goddamn universe.
Mask your emotions and act like that sociopath next to you who can't feel a fucking thing because they have a fancy way of manipulating people and somehow managed to be, in charge.
Crocodile tears!
"Please feel sorry for me!"
Be loud and boastful when helping someone!
"I'm a wonderful human and you can't live without me look what I did!"
Ban comedy and sarcasm because your mind and body cannot react to it naturally!
"Someone might notice I'm sick in the head so I better just call it a microaggression and act pissed!"
What kind of savage beast would want everyone to remain calm?
Here comes the tear gas!
"Now it's okay to cry!"
I don't fit in.
I'm not part of that world.
I'm surrounded though and it's closing in on me.
You don't want to corner someone like me though!
I might laugh at your shoes.
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