When you are all alone in a new environment with no idea what is happening around you,Adrenalin starts secreting from the adrenal glands preparing the body to fight or flight.But when you have no idea whether to give up or whether to fight back you become so frustrated and you become desperate.
Life is very competitive and you need to fight hard if you want to survive yourself.It is not that easy as Darwin has said it in his theory of natural selection.If you want to be selected by the nature then you have to be the fittest one."survival of the fittest"That is how it is working.
But for a new born like me the conditions are much harder and the pressure is much higher to fight back and hold on to it.And I am tired of being rejected by them.I feel like I am different than them.But hardly I know the reasons for that.Even though there are many of them around me I feel like I am all alone.They can see me and hear me but they are blind to the pain hidden behind my eyes and deaf to the laments and sobs mixed in my voice.All I am weeping for a kind heart that can see through me and help me so that I would be able to build up myself.A hand which can help me to be myself and survive no matter how hard the battle is.
I never want to leave this world.My dream is to be with them and make them to accept myself as it is.I want to learn from them, share their things and make my own kind of family no matter how different we are.We would not share the same blood, we will be be having different looks but I want them to be my family and be with me till my soul departs.A family is not just a blood relationship.It is how much love you shared among each other.I want to be myself and make myself for them to welcome me to this one big family