I think I was very optimistic about my future in tennis but one thing is how you see it from the stands and another inside the court and definitely when I took the racquet and tried the game I realized that it was not for me. They say that we should not give up at the first difficulties, I say that's fine if you have the vocation for it but in my case I did it to try, as an entertainment and I did not feel then that I should continue to deceive myself.