The past week has been one of the most busy and stressful weeks I’ve had to live through this year. I love work and keeping busy but if there’s one thing I value most, it’s my rest and honestly, I have had little to no rest this past week.
During this period, I could just sit down and feel like crying over the mere fact if needing rest which I can’t have. Sadly, I just have to keep going. Currently, I’m in a meeting dozing off and I’m left asking myself if it’s really worth it. I’ve lost about 2kg in just 10 days and I’m even in shock.
It just happened to happen that in this period where I’m busy, I’ve also lost appetite for food and I can even go a whole day with no food which I no is bad but I do seem to forget about food due to the stuff I’ve had to deal with on the daily basis. Today, I just realized I’m slowly killing myself and need to do better.
I’ve never been that person who didn’t take good care of themselves and now I’m left wondering where I slipped. But I’m also asking myself if it ever ends. If the stress and business of being an adult. Is this how it is for everyone because if one had to go through so much stress like this, their hardwork must pay off most definitely at the end of the day.
To me, I think it wouldn’t be fair to have to sacrifice so much just for nothing in the end. However, life itself isn’t fair. And so we just have to pray that lines fall in pleasant places for us. Today, I’m making a metal not to focus more on my rest, feeding and general health in these busy and stressful times. At the end of the day, what is the dream without good health?
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