Oh!!! I was commenting to my hubby @Acurewa about your most recent posts - the Buddha as a Community and This one! - and he asked if you, perhaps, have studied The Fourth Way by Ouspensky and Gurdjief? (I had to Google the latter name 😅)

You got me excited and this is synchronicity as its finest as I had been thinking, the past few weeks, about that "Asleep" state of mind that just gets me OUT of this plane. And how could I remain HERE. And if I'm trying to run away or if it REALLY is some kind of wall or veil that prevents me from living. Mindblowing.

I have already opened some tabs on my Browser to find out some information about MY Eneagram type. It kind of reminded me about the Kin Maya - have you read about that?