So sorry your internet is not kind to you but I appreciate it even more you took the time to write more about yourself, your loved ones and how you started to crochet and sew. You have made a lot of amazing things, you showed us on the photos and its lovely to hear the story behind them. I admire that you like to craft for other people … I admit I seldom do this. I love to bake or paint etc. for others, but knitting or sewing is like a special treat for myself (the only persons I sometimes make things for are my husband or my mother). But honestly I am still knitting socks for my husband which I started roughly a year ago 😱)