It's been two years since I've been in positive territory. Write especially nothing, the first year was mega-interesting, especially its first half. In the second year I seem to have stalled. The achieved profit ceiling was formed, for which I never managed to jump out. Attempts to modify the game to anything good did not lead, the minuses became only more. At one point it seemed to me that the grail was a highly aggressive style of play, but stubborn statistics showed that it was no better than a simple vigilant tactic and suitable for a limited category of markets. Then I thought that all the strength in the amount of the bet and half a year had been killed in order to stop being afraid of big bets. It seems like it's a matter of course, but as the rate rises, the minuses, emotional and psychological load have grown, it's much easier to fly off the coils, which I demonstrated the day before yesterday. Objectively, we must admit that the only indicator of our "trader's genius" is profit, and not all the invented tricks on how to get it and then I was disappointed. When I compared my records of the past and the current year, it was found that the average size of the rate increased several times, the size of the minuses per day also increased many times, and the profit rose by only 20%. In general, the ROI has fallen, the risks have increased, and the situation is still there. The result, where really big money is hidden, I could not solve. It's all to blame, now what to do next. For the time being I do not intend to abandon the big bets and next year will continue experiments with more advanced points of entry into the market, manipulating the size of rates and rational use of funds on the balance sheet. I will also try to play more cleanly and reduce the number of minus deals. Of course you can not ignore the psychology of the game, I still have to work and work as I do not know yet, but I know exactly when to stop. I suspect that it is here that the button BB (the big loot) is buried. Summing up all the above, I want to say that enthusiasm has long ended, only goals and obligations remained. Ahead is an endless number of hours of routine work that you need to do to become someone else in this activity, rather than something. All successes in achieving your goals!
