Thank you @gems.and.cookies.... I am touched by your appreciation. And I am so happy that you are out of your dark space and that my post gave you some kind of an outside clarity. I know what its like. Been battling a long time... The good part is I found myself :) .... Few are chosen to go through hell because they are the co-creators and enablers. You are blessed with a power of understanding many do not have. :) ..... Awesome to connect with you :)... And once again... Thank you @appreciator :)