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Reincarnation implies being reborn in a new body or different form, we can return to a past life or live a new life with memories of our old self.

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I have lived a journey full of joys, sorrows and hopes. I grew up without a father figure, but the people who were in charge of educating me managed to instill moral and spiritual values in me, which at the beginning perhaps I did not understand very well, but as I grew up and experienced the daily chores I have realized how useful these teachings have been.

When I was young I was very impulsive, and even violent, I did not talk much, but when some situation did not seem right to me, words flowed out of my mouth very easily, with them I defended myself or the person who was the object of some action or fact that I thought was damaging them as a person.

Many times the people who were the object of my words were speechless, and they felt ridiculed before the others, which caused them to act against me in a physical but not verbal way, many times this ended in a fight with blows. I had to learn to defend myself, and generally these people were taller than me.

Eventually I realized that physical violence does not fix problems, and that I was becoming like those I criticized for the way they acted.

My family bet a lot for me by making sacrifices to give me quality primary and university studies, and precisely in school and university I met arrogant, manipulative, misconduct, absurd beliefs about what was good or evil. But I also met many kind, humble, empathetic and supportive people when facing a problem.

I live past loves, which have allowed me to know even more how to treat ladies better, even if my interest is not love, I have also been disappointed with them. But in the end I think these relationships have made me a better person than I was and I have come to understand many things about the opposite sex.

I have had very valuable family losses, which I must confess still hurt me and I feel that I could have always done more for these people than what I really could do, however I keep moving forward in life because I think that is what they wanted me to do. I managed to form a family with a woman with whom I can argue a lot, disagree with her and even get upset, but she is a person that I adore and still when I get close to her I feel my heart go out of my body.

My daughter in many occasions behaves with rebelliousness, however she is very inventive and imaginative, she looks for a solution to everything and does not remain silent in front of something unfair, she reminds me a lot of me when I was young. She is very quiet but when she speaks, many times she does it with a natural wisdom.

I live in a country that in the past experienced a very big oil bonanza, where even if you earned a very small salary you could cover all your needs, as long as you obviously worked for it. Unfortunately, with the years and the corruption of the governments, together with the concentration of goods and wealth in a few, the possibilities of growth of the population diminished and new messiahs arose who supposedly wanted to rescue the country and really are even worse than the past rulers.

With all these experiences I have learned to live, to have a family, to give life, to honor my relatives and my loved ones who are on another plane. I believe I am passing on those values of nurturing to my near and dear ones.

If I were to reincarnate I would do it again in this life and in this country Venezuela, with the same family and under the same sex, but I would be more affectionate with the family that raised me, and I would do my best to make them feel even more proud of me.

I would do my best to warn other people about the situation that is brewing in my country, emphasizing that they should not be hypnotized by false promises from people who will continue to manage our resources in a mean and selfish way.

I would seek out those people I once hurt and make amends to them, without expecting anything in return. I would be more careful with the criticisms made to me and I would be more meticulous in choosing the constructive ones.

As I have already lived in a time when the cows were lean, I would be even more thrifty than I am and I would enjoy trips to other countries with the family and I would insist that they save a lot.