I have reached such a state that when I draw portraits, I rest. It is very strange to observe these feelings. Because not so long ago (as it seems to me) I felt a great tension in my whole body, reaching to the point of trembling in my hands, as I began to draw portraits. At that moment, I could not reconcile the fact that I really like it and why I am so tense. Now, I feel the process of drawing as a game. And I am attracted to complex angles, I try to unravel them and feel them.