The work was done in a mixed technique. Watercolour and charcoal, gouache.
Another topic is currently in active work. This is the theme of femininity. I would like to enjoy the fact that the female energy flows in me. I now find myself in the state that I try to pretend as much as possible that this does not exist. And I have nothing to do with it. It seems to me that my biggest mistake is to believe that all the problems and suffering are due to the fact that I am a woman. If I were a man, I would be a priori much easier and many times less obstacles.
But, all the suffering that I mean is not from the fact that there is a female energy. We all suffer equally from only one thing - from vices. Only crooked behavior can do this. And the form is unimportant: it can be a man or a woman, an elderly person or a child, a boss or a subordinate... What really hurts us is the dark character traits. Which we can change.
This is still very similar to wealth. Is a rich person a bad person? Wealth itself is neutral. It is neither bad nor good. And only the qualities of a person endow wealth with meaning. Whether the energy of money will manifest itself in good deeds, or in evil ones. The energy of femininity is about the same thing. It's about health and naturalness. But if you start directing this energy into dirty things, it will not manifest itself in the best way.
I try to allow myself to miss the energy of femininity. As well as riches)) As strange as it may seem, the way we think is the way we live. And at least at the level of thought, I want to be free without painful clamps.
First I created the background. And then I was looking for a composition with a girl.