Nice to see you back even with a sombre post. People cover up all the time and the ones who attempt or suceed in killing themselves are often the ones you'd least expect.
Depression can affect anyone.
How life is treating you kindly, and if it isn't, then open up and talk.
Take care, best wishes and nice to see you back :-)

PS I was in Ho Chi Min for a few days a couple of months ago, had a lovely time andpeople were so nice :-)