Oh really, but your situation is actually the opposite of mine, I met my companion when we were still in secondary school we go from friendship to relationship for a very long time we have been in relationship and with the way it's going it's definitely heading to marriage, that means I should count myself as being lucky to have such a good companion. I will advise you just free your mind towards finding a true companion you can't just compare everyone you meet with your past experience just give love a chance that's my take on your situation.