Thank God for this testimony actually is a good testimony indeed, suicide is something that we all need to be careful of it's not a joke not a child's play and the causes of these suicidal thoughts are depression and depression can come in many ways, it can be multiple failures, it can be lack of achieving a certain goal , it can be a bad thoughts which turns out to be manifesting,, but whichever one it is that leads to the depression suicide shouldn't be an option.