In just a few minutes, I've read two of your posts, and I can say you're a good man. I feel that in some countries and in other eras, people were expected to grow up quickly, especially young people. I remember my father wanted me to get married, but I preferred to study, so I studied and graduated. I imagine that sometimes we don't have many options. The important thing is that you never regret the choice you made. Best regards, my friend.