I've had that feeling many times: between wanting to go back home or continue on a journey that is "resetting" my soul. When you talk about Ophelia, do you mean @opheliafu (I think that's how she was) the illustrator? Is that where your friendship comes from? Haven't you thought about going back to London, Eric? It might be a good thing! I remember one of the cities I liked the most in my country, I've visited it about 6 times and I always want to go back, as if in some life, another one, that had been my home.
I have had many happy days, but I will try to choose just one. It's already Friday and here in Venezuela they blocked the X network. The government is unleashed. I embrace you