Yes, I think you're getting very excited and worried about the future. I feel like time is biting at your heels. I think it's not a bad idea to stay at your parents' house for a while, if that means you're going there with the intention of building bridges, bonds. Hopefully the cryptographic market will have an excellent upturn, maybe that way you will ride again on the wave of tranquility that comes from doing nothing. I hug you tightly, @rok-sivante!