Hahaha. I think you get along better with bears and strangers, than with your dad! And as for women, how nice that you find some women of this "world" attractive, with whom you find it interesting to chat. I agree that you should avoid places where you don't feel good, even if this is your parents' house. Until now, as you have said, you have not felt alone, I do not see why you cannot prolong this state of encounter with yourself. Nice day and a big hug, @rok-sivante!