I have an idea of what you might have felt at one time! Sometimes we think we are predestined for important things and if we don't achieve them, we feel frustration, anger, defeat. Coming home to your parents, after having "everything", shouldn't be easy either; however, I see it as a step you might have had to take to push yourself forward (sometimes to jump you need to take a few steps backwards). Likewise, many of the social beliefs tell us that we are trees, that we should take root, grow, bear fruit. But that's not true. Maybe it turns out that we are birds, that our destiny is the wonder of flight. It fills me with joy to read you and to know about you. Take care of yourself. A big hug, @rok-sivante