Many things to tell you! First, I'm sorry about your father's death. Surely no words can ease that grief. On the other hand, certainly, memory tries to keep only what can make us happy, so sometimes this can be considered a survival mechanism. Children are not the branches of a tree, they are the fruits of the tree, and the fruits, when they are ripe, fall from the tree. Or like the birds, which, having strong wings, fly. It is nature. As far as I can see, they follow the transformations at home and within you. I embrace you tightly, @tarazkp