I believe that any human being who has truly lived will have felt, at least once, what you have described here, beyond personal and individual experiences. There are times when circumstances are beyond us and we believe we are not well rid of them. Some assume that they are rowing, others simply give up. I believe that, for all that you have lived, you have been well liberated! The wounds of love are wounds of war, and who hasn't fallen in love with an angel who after leaving leaves our life turned into hell? Greetings, @rok-sivante!