I can't begin to describe how nice it feels to inhale and feel cold air. The 16% humidity of this desert landscape and like you, 40c outside, it's just brutal. Around June I got heatstroke from the early summer and it caused this weird panic disorder to kick in (likely also due to a stupid amount of stress from bad news over the year) where I felt like I could never breathe outside or tolerate the heat. Fortunately it's passing now but that really set me back for a while! I would also cling to the AC here.

I'm glad you're feeling more motivated. Keep posting these photos as you're doing a great job!

Thanks erikah, I'm actually really happy to be coming out of it and just generally in better shape regarding everything. It was so hard for me to even think of doing photography before, but I knew I was getting better when instead of feeling anxious, I started to dream of running around with a camera again ;^)