Not having a stable income is absolute hell when you feel a bit down. You know that if you relax a bit things get worse, but at the same time it's hard to really focus and push forward to escape it, especially when you're in a period of growth where things aren't certain either way.

It's very much a normal reaction to have. I feel it a lot sometimes, considering I rely on about 4 different incomes and each of which require some energy and attention on a day-to-day basis.

I can say this though: when things feel like they're too much, see if there's an area of growth you can pursue that removes some of that weight from you. That might be finding others that would to join in a joint venture that could handle some of the extra weight and perhaps pursue additional clients, for example.

Have a look for those in the same field and reach out, it may result in additional ideas that you hadn't even considered yet.

Good luck though.