That happens to me too. It's difficult not to fall into the victim role when things push you so hard that you don't know whether to believe you're too resilient or too easily a victim of circumstances. But I try to remind myself that I'm not a victim of life, I'm more of a learner who came into this world with a purpose. Thank you so much for reading, my friend @beaescribe. Hugs 🫶🏽🤗