As I shared in my last blog that my flight was cancelled at the last moment and after lots of effort we rescheduled it for next day . But unfortunately that day again weather become so worse and my flight cancelled again . This time we decide to drop out the idea to visit Goa and returned home with a disappointment .
That time I actually don’t understood how to deal with it . Even I tried to be positive and see the positive side but genuinely I feel bad . Because this time we plan this trip in group and rest of our group was already at the destination . It was always difficult to make plan to visit with your group , the people you want to meet and have fun with them .
First when there was a announcement that your flight is delayed , we feel that ohh god when will be reach , we have actually no patience and suddenly the announcement that the flight has cancelled just give me a big disappointment.
At home all thoughts and luggage bother me so much so I went outside for dinner and after dinner went for a movie. That day I keep myself busy and escape from my thoughts and reality. But next day again I feel bad and watch Netflix whole day . Watch till I slept 😅.
Again next morning I feel bad and thought to go somewhere else but this time my family denied . Now I have to come in my routine but my thoughts kept disturbing me and I couldn’t focus on my work .
Finally I am here and write my whole thoughts to deal the feeling .
Actually once your vacation mode activated it’s really difficult to get back into the routine without actually going on the vacation .
Planning a vacation actually makes the last few days even more hectic . You have to prepare everything for the vacation week , and during this time you’re mentally , physically and emotionally too drained . That time you don’t feel the tiredness because of the excitement of the trip , you know that this trip makes you again recharged and you get chill .
But without vacation it become really difficult to come in the routine .
Even this trip already took my 3 days , first 2 days when we went airport and yesterday when I spent most of time watching nextflix. Even I enjoy good food , watch movie and Netflix series but still feel bad . Than I realised we all have different expectations from a vacation. Some only wanna chill like my hubby want , some want to good pics , food . Here I really want to explore the new place specially in the monsoon season . I want to enjoy breathtaking views , I wanna wear my favourite cloths which I am not allowed to wear in daily , some days when you don’t walk up with alarm and responsibilities . When you want to spend some time with your family your people without any worry and wanna watch your kid playing with waves , you wish for a new experience for your kid . That’s all things I wish for this trip but anyways this time it was not positive.
Last 2 days I force myself that now we have to go here go there but all plans got cancelled and I feel more worse .
Now I decide to unpack my suitcase , arranged all things and wanna come in my routine 😃😃.
Not every plan has been fulfilled, sometimes life has completely different plan , and everything turns out just opposite of what we imagined.
But it’s okay …
It takes time to accept the situation and get back normal . Give yourself time and don’t run from your thoughts . Once when you accept the situation you feel so light and free . Even you feel it is not a big deal . Like I feel this time . ( when I start this blog I feel heavy but now I really feel good ) .
Life is all about new experiences and learning ✨🌱.
