What fascinates me is how if we let the unconscious take control we get to discover so much than we thought present. Unfortunately very few ever get to experience this particular experience, most just lead lives fully controlled by the conscious or rather they think they are in control.
Many will never find that urge to pursue what lies beneath the surface... Your story echoes the sentiment that art is one of the best ways to really get in touch with our inner depth, but that can only happen when we choose to let the conscious lose the control it so much holds to, I am amazed that you can fully lose yourself in your artwork and despite encountering overwhelming emotions you still continue.
I am ever intrigued reading your different writings. I have been off the platform for a month or so but now that I am back, I will definitely check out your other writings.
Cheers! And may you learn more and more as you continue with your journey....
RE: Why painting this was so powerful:Solitude on The Planet of Dreams