Day 2 he's gone it's over

I'm going through like the hardest time in my life right now. I really don't think I'm that big of a freak? at least I kind of did this essay - I should probably finish it but I can't read this book anymore. ugh you guys. he's really not coming back. I tried to contact him every way I could. like literally look like a fool. how could you just spend so much time with someone and not care at all when they're not there anymore. I think I should really try to come to terms with this maybe never seeing him again. that would be nice. #problemchild