If i could cut off my head right now to make it go without dying, i would. For the past few days now i've been in a not so pretty situation. Neither does it look ugly, but every experience of it kinds of reeks of ugliness.
In life there is nothing that doesn't push a man to the edge just to see how far he can go. But this strong will always survive without losing their head in the process.
For something to be this unpretty for one,i bet it's also the same for others. Have you had a banging head for days that it just feels like it's now your normal state. That's where i am but above all i would definitely get back stronger.
Sometime life needs to test you to know how resilience you really are. This reminds me of a quote that says, "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger". Right now i'm in that type of situation nd i believe that i would definitely come out stronger no matter what.
This situation has now even made me to ditch work for days now and has made me stop posting for a week now. There is nothing that i won't love to give to get better right now. But i guess the only one i could say a prayer to is only God because he's the one with divine healing that comes with no consequences.
Have you been in a situation where you just wish everything could go away, be it sickness, life problems, when in deep sh*t and so on.......Right now, I wish I could because this ailment is really having a kick out of my body and mind.
Right now, I think it's only my soul that is still strong and resilient. The body and mind aren't as strong as they used to be. But forcing myself to try to use both mind and body to write in this situation is something that could help get a quick recovery and also keep the fire burning no matter how low it burns.
Honestly this is such a not so pretty write up that had my head banging all through the writing. But there's no crime in saying Fu*k it....I'm doing this today.
How have everyone out there been doing i hope you are all good and healthy. The Head bangs even louder now so i'll have to end it here.
Catch you next time
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