It would be bad if i went to bed without talking about this because while writing this i could feel how much weight the word doubt carries.
Not that i dont know about doubt before but i never really understood how it affects us and our lives.
When i was very broke few months back i could remember how the cycle of misfortune crushed my soul with self doubt.
If i did not doubt myself back then i bet i wouldve made some better choices like sticking to my programming and coding courses that have been on my udemy app for years.
But due to me doubting myself on how long it will take to learn the course, to how long it would take to be able to practicalize it for a project and to finally get hired for a job.
All of this was what was on my mind over the years that i could never complete any of the courses ive got on my account.
Today while at the office and working with some of my peers on creating an official email marketing profile i realized that i have much better idea on many of the things that was talked about. It was a surprise to me anyways.
But thats not what made me reflect on my learning journey but rather how i could've learned a whole lot if i had not doubted myself.
In just three weeks of slow and steady learning of email marketing automation i have started going deep into more areas like UX design and website creation which was what i have always been passionate about but self doubt won't let me get through the whole thing.
Honestly speaking, many of us are really good in some areas of our lives but due to how we doubt and self talk negativity to ourselves we never get to reach our full potential on those things.
I feel like this day is so special because i now have a realization of whats possible and how self doubt is the only obstacle to our success. Have you been in similar where you doubt yourself and didn't fillow through with your plans....share your thoughts below.
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