Ultrasound
I•
why is my ultrasound black and white?
i definetly know my insides
are colorful like the butterflies in there.
Nothing inside me is ever acoustic
i am defined by my electricity
everything in me is plugged in,
live.
or so i thought.
i seek Infinte peril
i rest and rest and rest,
only to fill gallons of goatskin to the neck,with my viscosity,but
forgot to
intentionally leave my doubt behind,
the counter.
my teeth,broke-out earlier than others
i gnawed my way out the placenta
bathed the amnion off made a noose
with my umblical cord,to swing from the gallows.
but instead jumped out the cervix,into the unknown
or so i thought.
cause to me the outside is more of the same.
and greatness came after
i roamed and pilaged,
cracked open shells,sucked
on their milk
walked across deserts,imagined oases
built grand towers,grander than Babel
swam against the mightiest of waves,slayed
mythical dragons
I was faster than bullets they shot
smashed priceless artifacts
I pissed in their designer clutches
was naked for the most part,
or so i thought.
II•
cause now, I am really naked ,open
chest drawer full of
under-doubts and shirt-consiousness
Reading didactic on fullfilling a women's
dream.
Trying and failing.
if only it was visible how naked,
i was,
gracile and Fresh,out the klin,
fragile and burnt to the shadow
excused many excuse me's
pardoned the bystanders that were
caught in our crossfire
Knighted the ones who began to run pre-conceptus came back after
to return ashes to ashes
dust to dust
immolate the ones that implanted their ideals in us,
sutured our hemispheres,and
fructured our brittle bones with hugs.
from birth to our grave.
i wished to see you naked,as i was,
for you.
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