books have only one eye. When I was growing up, I hated him for it. I hate the attention I did not buy that I got in school. I hate how the other kids look at him and look away in disgust. My mother works with two jobs to support the family, but I am with the situation and do not want to be seen with her.
Whenever my mother comes to visit me at school, I want to disappear. I felt a wave of hatred against the woman who made me a laughing stock. At that time, I wanted to excite something extreme, I even told my mom I was that I wanted her to die. I really do not care about his feelings.
After I grew up, I did something hard to keep away from my mother. I studied hard and got a job abroad, so I will not meet her. I got married and started raising my own family. I am busy with work and family, to provide a comfortable life for my beloved children. I did not even appoint my mother again.
But unexpectedly, my mother came to visit my house on the day. The face eyed from making my children afraid, and they started crying. I was mad at my mom for appearing suddenly and I forbade her enter. So I said: "Never come back to my house and my new family life ..!". I shouted, but mom just silent and apologize, then left without another word.
At the same time, an invitation to a high school reunion could return to home after decades. I can not refuse the journey from my childhood and stop by that hut. My neighbor told me that my mother is dead and release a letter for me.
Here is the letter of the mother to me:
My dear child:
Mother should run this letter apologizing for visiting your home unannounced and frightening your beautiful children. Mother is also very sorry because the mother is a shameful woman and humiliation for you, keeping you small until growing up.
I already know you will come to this town for a reunion school. Mom may no longer be in this place when you arrive, and she thinks it is the right time to tell you an incident that happened when you were a child.
Do you know, my dear child? You had an accident and lost one eye. Mother was devastated because she kept learning how the children in this world with only one eye. Mom wants you to see the beautiful world perfectly, so mom gives you mother's money.
My dear child, mother always has you and will always love you from the depths of her deepest heart. Mom never regrets the mother's results to give her mother's eyes. And mothers feel calm makes mothers able to give you the ability to enjoy a complete life
From: Your dear mother. "
After reading the letter from the mother, my tears dripped. I am so sorry. I always blame myself, I have never been a good mother. I even had the heart to escape from my life, when mother was always there to help me.