Yes I know how it feels like to be in our world today. Corona always threatening us and we choose to be safe. It's hard to be in a world where our actions are limited. We want to go outside and be happy. Maybe it's hard to be in our home all the time. It's hurting us mentally and physically. Still we must endure if we want to continue on living until we grow old.
I think we can handle this if we just in our family. The virus threatening but it's fine when you're together with you love one's. Unlike me, I'm in a place far from home and not able to go home. I know it's sad, it's killing me staying here. However, I don't want to be negative because it will kill me more. That's why when I went outside 2 days has passed. I saw these flowers and I took images of it. I want to focus the beauty of the world. By doing that it helps me to be stronger and making me happier.
Of course it's not easy because I know how it threatened my life. Just knowing that if this will get worse and extend the quarantine. I can't go home again and the money to buy food will not be enough anymore. I'm just thankful for now because the government gave us rice and canned goods. Imagining this will take another month. Ah, it's killing me inside and it's like I want ro tive up.
This is not easy I know but we can still be happy even in time like this. That's why I chose flowers to serve as the beauty of life. Just watching them helps me realise that the world still beautiful. I know ugliness is what we or I always see these days. Still we can still see beauty if we want to see different in our eyes.
I cry, yes. I beg, yes and I pray that this will end. Even though I acted like a desperate person. I can still show to the world that I smile, that I'm happy. I realised that even if you're sad or lonely. The world won't change the way it used to be just because you need a pity. Then, who will decide if we. should let ourselves drown in the depth sadness. It's us, that's why focus the world's beauty instead of it's ugly.
thank your for reading
images are mine
huawei p8
d' dreamboy,
