Craving the the simplicity of childhood memories of my life living on the ranch. Surrounded by fields of wild flowers, tall grass and a smorgasbord of colors,sounds and smells immersed in the abundance of nature. Walking with my dog laying in the tall grass looking up at the sky. Peaceful inclusion of my surroundings . Remembering how I felt and the feeling which can never be replaced. Reminiscing of the wonderful endless times laughing in joyful embrace with my High school and University friends, whether that be cracking jokes or laughing with ,at each other in our moments of pure delight that only true friendship can bring.Moments of purity escaping the stress of our daily lives in each others lighter moments. Reminiscing about times with my family Mama and Papa and my siblings eating copious amounts of wonderful food prepared with passion from both our parents, comparing the size of our bellies. Thinking about friends that I have lost to unhealthy ends painfully remembering their ends, never fully recovered from their loss learning to carry it forward into the appreciation of new friends and community,living with heart,love,faith and the importance of what friendship truly means and to never take the moments for granted for they be the last. Reminiscing reminded that my life is over half ended, my body reminding me to make the most of all that is left for it will never come back and be replaced for each moment is precious beyond what I can articulate.Reminiscing...