You know, sometimes you just become uncomfortable, not knowing what to do, not knowing what to say, not feeling your head on your neck, just restless and destabilize... The funny thing is, there's no one to console let alone someone to share your feelings with, the best thing to do in a moment like that is pour every thing out on a sheet - write what you feel and exactly how you feel on a sheet, this helps a lot, after all there's no one who can understand you better than yourself..
Some old stuff written by me, while trying the method of pouring out my feeling on a sheet;
Pain in the eyes
Sorrow in the soul
It all lies in the heart
And it does not want to go
Mouth getting bitter
Throat is becoming sore
Can't even hug my sister
Mouth odour growing more
Body getting warm
Eyeballs getting blur
Feeling pain and pleasure
Can't describe the measure
Just Like I wanna cum
Reward for my recent flaw
My brain pumping and thumping
Humping in imagination and jogging
My brain become an athlete
Never staying put - scarlet
Unstable and busy
Stressed out and dizzy
Disorganised and befuddled
Ruku and then sujud
And you want me to be ok
How can that be possible
Now I feel like I'm floating
My every word isn't audible
I just wanna be, I wanna be free
Be free from sickness, free from what I can and cannot see
Be free from the world, wish I can meet God
And tender my complain, now you must think I'm in saine.
No I just want peace,
but it seems impossible to get
And since I can't get it
What's the point, then tell me what's next
Writing down your feeling is like relieving yourself a whole lot of stress, it helps out in an unimaginable way.
@morahn