how many copies of the four canonical gospels exist? they must have been written and hand-copied at the time, yet you don't believe those witness accounts, nor any of the non-scriptural references?

Those 'eye witness accounts' can not be accountable, because they were not recorded at the time of his life and death.

You make many assumptions with what I write.

I'm quite sure your only concern is in being right.

My primary concern is in genuine inquiry.

This means I forego my opinions and my beliefs for a moment and I genuinely take on what someone has said and then decide after weighing with my experience, if it fits in my picture.

you are determined not to see, nothing more i can do - maybe one or two readers will have more open and searching minds than yours.

I'm afraid these words are for you. Isn't it obvious we are our own keys for our own locks.